2/03/2011

Why Marvelous Comes Late?

          At 03:20 pm school was over. That was a tiring day, I got a trouble cause there was Che-mis(e)t(e)ry (re: Che-misery or Che-mistery) test. I wasn't sure about my test. So I left for house earlier. I was so tired, I laid on my bed and thought about my problems while a week I got a headache, unfortunately 
    
         Then, I went to bathroom to have my Ashar prayer. I was back to my room then had my prayer. then, I was thinking about my miseries, why my days became so heavy, and why everyone brought me down . Unwittingly, I was tearing I told all of my feelings there, I was begging everything I could. I was being a good Allah's servant there. I realized that I had no power, I couldn't be anything without Allah's hands, and I realized that I was getting far from Allah, I usually ignored my obligation though I knew that was wrong, I was in crazy tearing, sometimes I panted cause my tears. and then I ended praying by saying "Ya Allah berikanlah kemudahan untuk orang tua hamba dalam mencari rejeki" and thinking what kind of stuff I needed. 

         After that, I took a nap for a while until Maghrib came, I woke up when Adzan was voicing. My dad had been home, my sister and mom had too. I took my bath then, before I entered bathroom, my sister screamed "Inaaa!! Papa dapet rejeki lhooo, jadi deh Ina beli *******" I was begging her pardon, I confirmed then, I was so excited knowing it. And..... I got the lesson to be learned.
 
Why Marvelous comes late?
Cause we come late to Allah.
Thank Allah :D